It's
so sad how you someone thinks they can control your life.
"I'm just doing the best for you", they may say,
but no. They are doing what they wanted, living their unwritten
fantasies through you. You're not even your own person,
you're like a robot that does what they want. I want to be a
pre-school teacher because I want to work with kids, but instead
of supporting me on it my mother says 'You'll never
survive on that pay' and that 'You need to make something
of yourself' or even 'Money is Everything'. I
can't even be with the guy I completely and truly love
because she doesn't like how he 'looks'. She hates
him because I used to sneak off and talk to him, even though
thats all we ever did.. I vented to him, and he vented to me..
He's perfect and I love him so much, but it's like.. We
are so distant because I can't see him.. She doesn't even
know we text, and it would kill me for her to find out, because I
can't lose my everything..
I just don't know what to do...
