Have you ever,
broken down sobbing after so long of being
strong? crumbled
to the floor,
hands
by your face. Your face scrunches up and you let out that first
gasp. You try to be quiet but
eventually it becomes loud, heart-wrenching sobs. You cry and cry
so much you can't breathe. You
ask whoever's up there;
''Why?
Why me? Why this? Why can't I just be dead?'' You say
you want to end it all right there. You sob you, trying to gasp breaths in
between. Eventually
you completely collapse on the floor after, and just lay there,
numb.
Story of my life </3
