I'm tired
of fighting.
I'm tired of crying.
I'm tired of lying.
I'm tired of faking a smile.
I'm tired of missing my friends.
I'm tired of all this hurt.
I'm tired of pretending.
I'm tired of you treating me like I'm not good to you
when I would do anything for you.
I want you to be that guy the would do anything to keep me
again.
I want you to grab my hand first.
I want you to hug me.
I want my family to connect again.
I want my cousin to be ok.
I want my best friend to be happier.
I want the people around me to look happier and have better
lives.
I want to see hope in faces again.
I want to not be scared of expresses myself.
I want people to know I have talent without them making fun of
me.
I want life to be fun and exciting again.
I want people to dream again, and I want to be able to
pursue my dreams.
I know nothing is or ever will be perfect, but every once in a
while, I little ray of sunshine wouldn't hurt in this
dreary, cloud-filled sky.
Everything is
fine.