Sorry
for posting this, but I had to get this stuff off my
chest. You can just skip over
it...
I'm just over it. I'm done with all
of Taylor's crap, the lies. You know everything, from the
cutting to the suicidal thoughts , but you don't take it
seriously. You think it's all a joke and I do it because
I'm "forever alone." No, that's not why. You
also think it's okay to make jokes about it to other people
and continue to call me names. I thought I could trust you, but
apparently not. I don't know who I can
trust.
Okay, so
Kim. You have changed so much. You drag me to church every
Wednesday and sometimes Sunday, even though I don't believe
in that stuff. You always hit me and call me "stupid."
Maybe it's just me, but I don't think friends are
supposed to do that. You also dated my ex. That sort of
hurt, but I didn't tell you that. You have been my best
friend since Kindergarten, and when Hayden told you I cut, all
you said was "oh." Yeah, I would've at least
thought you would've done something or said something other
than that. Maybe that's just me.
Alright, now to Hayden. You remember outside when I told
you about what Taylor and I were talking about? Yeah, well that
hurt. A lot actually. I thought you cared. I hoped you
did, if you really want the truth. I don't know what it is,
but I feel like I have to trust you. Maybe I'm going
crazy.
nmf