It still kills me. How at one point we stopped talking, flirting, kissing, just everything. How you left me because your parents wouldn't let you see me cause of distance. It still kills me to know you left me for her, so you and your best friends could hangout like "double dates." It kills me to think you put me to bed every night crying. It kills me to know when you'd talk to me once in a while, you'd just blurt out I miss you so much you have no idea:(. It kills me how I sent you a long message saying how I needed you, couldnt live without you, you where  my other half, my soul mate and you just said I dont even know what to say cause honestly I still lov and need you. It kills me to think you've put me through hell. I finally told you the other day, that little part of me remembers and I cant forget. But then in the end I know that I have you. Im so glad you're mine again. You have no idea. Kyle I love you so much you'll never understand.