you don't realise how desperate someone can be to end their
life until you're in their place. You don't realise that
they do think about you, they do think about how broken you'll
be, they do think about the tears that may be cried over them, they
realise they're leaving you, they wish more than anything in
teh world that it won't hurt you as much as they fear it will.
They're not okay with leaving you alone. But you have to
understand, they were suffering through so much pain, they
wouldn't have hurt you if they felt like they had another
choice. Just imagine the pain they were being put through, they
weren't happy in this world, can't you just hope that
they're happy wherever they are now? Because i promise you,
wherever they are, they're watching you and wishing you
weren't hurting. They'd do anything they could to take away
your pain. They may have left physically, but they will always be
around. always. Don't be angry at them, more importantly
don't be angry at yourself. You did your best and no one could
have expected any more from you.