I hate
pretending like nothing's wrong,
When all I want to do is scream the loudest scream,
I had my Plan B if the world didn't end,
I just didn't have the courage to try,
My hand shook as I took my 4th pill,
I cried but no one heard,
I needed help but no one was there,
Now here I am rethinking my life,
Just me against the world,
And the cruelty of it all.