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Warning: THIS IS A MENTAL ILLINESS STORY. Just letting you know
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Heal Me.
Chapter 1
Misty's
Pov.
I pulled at my
black hair, as I sat in the corner less occupied with stuff in my
room. Also in the dark, I heard the footsteps of someone coming
down the hall, please stay away from my room..,
please.
The door opened, letting a pool of light slowly creep its way in.
"Misty...hunny please come out, why won't you leave your
room?" I won't answer to her, I don't have to answer
to her.
I hugged my knees
bringing them closer to me, I don't want her near me I
don't want anybody near me! I just want to be alone,
I'm...I'm safer alone noone will hurt me if I'm
alone.
With noone
around there will be no false promises, nothing to get me down or
break me. Noone to figure out my weaknessess, I won't get
walked all over I rocked back and forth while holding onto my
knees.
"Mother,
please leave me alone. Can't you see that your presense
smothers me!? Leave me alone!? Go away and don't come
back!" My blue eyes shining in the darkness of the room that
enveloped me and my mom.
"Misty.." I gritted my teeth hoping it was loud enough
for her to hear. The soft sigh that I here made me flinch, but
the retreating sound of footsteps and the door closing put me at
ease.
I
refused to sleep on my bed, I refused to go to school. I
don't know why but I just hate people, just seeing someone
makes me want to shrivel up and go away. I'm afraid of how
they'll treat me, of getting abused, treated like trash and
played with.
But the funny thing is...I've never gone through these things
yet. I'm just afraid and yet there is no experience
behind my words, I chuckled and it filled the darkness of my
room.
I heard
her footsteps come back, but she didn't open the door no she
had the phone. I knew because the buttons echoed outside my door,
who was she calling? I bit into my lip, letting it bleed and the
stream of blood hitting my tongue, "Yes I'd like to
register my daughter".
Register me into what? "Yes, her name is Misty O'Connor,
her illness? Well I can't quite say, but she's always in
her room and I do mean always she never leaves. She
never wants to go to school, she never wants to see anyone,
she's always sitting in a corner in her room in the
dark."
"Yes,
but can you try and get her out of her room? Okay, I'll see
you tomorrow" who the h/ll does she think she is? Telling
about what I have to others, I'm not crazy, this isn't
some illness. I....I'm fine, there is nothing wrong with
me.
Tears stung my eyes and I quickly wiped them away, I can't
cry over this. I may be different but it doesn't mean I have
to be weak, to cry when its already clear that I
may.
But I
don't care what she has planned, I'm not going anywhere
with her. I'm not leaving my room to go into that jacked up
place we call a world. I won't go anywhere to see anyway,
I'm not crazy... I-I'm just fine..
A/N: yep, mental illness story. Hope you like!
Main Characters: Mikey Conway & Misty O'Connor
Other: Marie Parker & Colin Wolf
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