At the beginning of Marya Hornbacher's
book Wasted, she talks about an anorectic in her
hometown who doused herself with gasoline and set herself alight
because she couldn't bear the knowledge of her corporeality,
simply knowing she had a body. She
couldn't stand to have a body anymore.
I had never heard my own personal thoughts and emotions described
so perfectly up until the point at which I read about the
suicidal anorectic.
How fitting.