i need to let it all out...
i still love him and i want him back i really do bt everything thats happenened we tried 3 times already theres a reason i broke up with him because i got tired of him making me cry and fell uncomfortable at times,  him taking me away from my friends... but most importantly i feel like im starting to lose my best friend ashley, shes been talking and getting really close to other people annd thtat doesnt make me jealous just that we dont talk as much as we used to and i miss it, i want my best friend back... next my guy best friend im starting to fall for him again and thats not the reason im nt back with my ex bt it just doesnt feel right, i dont want any relationship right now... i just want to be the old me again and be with all my friends and talk to ashley and andrea just like i used to <3 i wanna just be friends with anthony to see how that goes and i just wanna be friends with daniel too because i dont need boyfriend in my lif to make me happy, i need my best friends back and everything to go back to normal to make my real  smile come back plus im sstarting to be bi curious im starting to like girls little by little but i dont know what to do. i need some help before i cut again..please witty help if you can, you guys are the only ones i can talk to about this