You seem like a nice guy - but, then again,
so did all of the others.
One guy I used to have a major crush on turned out to be
an
uncaring jerk.
And the others that I've talked to haven't been too
great, either. One decided that, although he didn't mind
texting every once in a while, he
didn't want to hang out with me in
person,
ever. Two of them turned out to be
clingy creeps.
Some guy I flirted with one night over a bowl of pretzels was
actually
trying to cheat on his girlfriend,
who he had only been staying with in the first place
because she was good in bed.
Terrible!
Then I met another guy a few weeks later - sat with him for a
bit and made some sort of small-talk conversation. He came up
to me again on another night and decided to take a selfie
with me on his phone to text to a friend of his, saying:
"I found that girl I was telling you about! Yes, THAT
girl! Look, here's a photo!" Yeah, he was being
really attentive, seemed like he was really into me. But when
I added him on Facebook I discovered
he had flirty pictures with PLENTY of other girls
- and when I went to message him over chat, he
acted like he didn't even know me.
Wow.
And I've also spoken with the hottest guy at my school a
couple of times, though, then again, we're not close and
he's
never made any effort
to reach out. But, yeah.
There's always a catch.
It's always been too good to be true. So, even though you
seemed kind of friendly, even though we exchanged numbers and
a few texts, even though you left me with a hug before saying
goodbye -
I can't believe that something's actually going to
work out
between us. Because it never does. Ever.
And if you're not going to really make an honest effort
for me, I'll never have any reason to think that it will.
Yep.
I'll find out what your issue is soon
enough.