You know what sucks?
It sucks to be the girl with the walls up. The walls that cannot
be penetrated. To be the girl who mistrusts all boys, because she
knows what it's like to suffer through heartbreak.
What sucks is to be that girl, and then slowly have your walls
crumble because of a boy who seems different.
It's scary because after all this time you're trusting
someone to not hurt you.
What especially sucks is when that boy turns out to put you
through the exact same painful heartbreak you were trying so hard
to avoid before.
That's what sucks.