I just need to say this.
I'm not perfect. I know
that. I'm not the person who I wished to be 5 years
ago. I truley wanted to be one of those girls that anyone
can come to talk to. The one where everyone knew I was
there for. But, today I'm still the same person I was 5
years ago. I'm the shy girl that sits by herself.
The one that doesn't like partner projects. The girl
that just wants to hide and run away. The one that wants to
be skinny and tall. The one that is begging for help, and
no one can hear. I'm the girl that needs to stay strong
for her friends. Maybe in another few years I'll be
that girl, the one that will be outgoing. But, I must say,
it's not easy. There's times when all I want to do
is run away from home and find a place to escape to. Times
when I want to "relax", but I must stay strong.
Theres the voice inside of my head that tells me to stay.
That voice is fading, and fading. And soon, it's going
to be gone. Then what do I do? Disapear? Who knows... but
for now, I must be here in this weird world. And continue
my day being that shy girl.
mq/mf
sparkle123 · 1 decade ago
I'm like that too. I know how you feel.
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