Maybe I’m trying to grow up too fast,
maybe I should live in the "right now." But I
can’t help but dream of being older. Of
when I get engaged and have my special day, of
moving into our first home, of getting
the job I was so nervous about interviewing for, of
having kids someday and playing with the little
girls hair, of just getting to create my own
adventures and life instead of living at high school
practically. I know I need high school, and I’m grateful I
have it, but I sure can’t wait to get out. To be my
own person. To get through school some days,
I literally have to tell myself I’m doing
this to help provide for my future family someday. This
is for them. I just dream of what my life is going to be like and
who is going to be in it.
I
just can’t wait ♥
not mine - read it on Tumblr, but it basically took the words
straight out of my head.
