Last week, while I was
sitting in class, I was thinking about how I need to love myself
before he can ever love
me.
[[[[[I
thought about what I like about myself.]]]]]
I have to say I
don't dislike my looks, but it's just that I feel others
don't like how I look. And I don't care, really,
or at least I try not to care.
So I tried to look at myself out of someone else's
perspective, gotta say, it worked out
well.
I started really easy,
myself out my mothers perspective:
Sometimes she says my thumbs are cute. So I looked at them,
feeling like I was someone else, and I could see them out of her
eyes. And I saw they look cute on a weird kind of
way.
And I was like
'Man, thats so cool!'
It gave a really good feeling, and later on the day I looked at
myself in the mirror and I liked what I saw.
-And this really gave me hope he'd
see something in me-
I don't love what I
look like, but I think I'm happy with myself, and you guys
should be too.
♥
