I
miss you!
that is the truth, I have cried so
much. Until I forced my mind to forget about the memories we had
made together! It kills me everyday to see you, wanting to talk
to you. Wanting to tell you everything that has happened, the
good and bad! Something happened last month, well quite a few
things happened last month...but one main thing! When I got the
news I picked my phone up and wanted to vent to you! I wanted to
cry to you...wanting to hear the words "It will be okay, I
am here for you" I sat there crying in my bed shaking having
no one to cry to...because you are really the only person I can
tell everything to and not be judged...and someone who will give
me a response back. When we talked today...it killed me to think
that, this was just one of the rare occasions. Not like it used
to be!!! I don't know where we are but I miss you terribly
and I just dont know anymore....but if it matters, I will
still b*tch slap someone for you anyday!!