My family just dont
even know how i feel, And why im so attached to my phone. I
actually like talking to people who dont put me down. I like
talking to people who dont call me fat or ugly, and who actually
try to spend time with me. I actually wanna talk to people, to ask
the little things like how has my day been, or just to say i love
you...
Its better than sitting at home, and being call a ugly fat b... by
my own brother.
Or fat by moma's husband,
Or ignored by my own moma when Danny walks in the room, because he
means everything to her..
Dont she see, me and him dont freaking get along!
He hates Me!
Whats the point anymore in trying, Everything revolves around him
anyways..
I just wish i was never born, you would be happy then, wouldnt
you?
I try everything i can to make you proud of me, and i try my
hardest.
But its never good enough..
I made 5 B's and 1 A,
When i told you when Danny wasnt around you said good job, When i
told everyone and he was around you were like, "You could do
better. you need to try harder"
What do you expect? I cant be perfect, yall make that clear
enough...
And Mackenzie.. BEST GUY EVER! i messed up everything with him.. He
"Loves" me, but just wants to be friends... It hurts, so
freaking badd!
Ughh!
But, tomorrow, imma put on a smile, and cover up these tears, and
act like nothings wrong.. like always..
My family just dont even know how i feel, And why im so attached
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Nov 5, 2012 8:08pm
