It really hurts

when you fall in love with someone over the internet.
then one day they're gone, they've left.
it feels like someones ripped your heart out.
you wait, praying, hoping that maybe they'll come back.
you go on like nothings happened.
you act strong, you pretend to be brave, you put a smile on your face but behind it all your dieing.
you eyes hurt from crying yourself to sleep everynight.
the smile that you had on your face all day fades away.
the mascara you spent ages perfecting gets ruined by the endless tears you cry.
you feel alone, useless, weak and all you want to do is hide away and cry.