So my ex, the one I said I was confused
about with my feelings, posted a status one night saying he
couldn't wait to commit suicide, he knows where he's gonna
do it and what not, and I commented on it telling him not to do it
because I care about him way too much. He's my first
love...now...a week later...we're not even talking =/ we had a
fight that night he posted the status, he told me to get out of his
life, he called me a c/nt, a worthless piece of space, a b*tch,
told me to die and that he wants to WATCH me die, he was drunk
while saying all this too, the funny part of our whole convo? for
once, I didn't cry, I didn't get upset, I just let it go,
told him i'm done, and walked away, I'm not over him,
I'll NEVER get over him, even though I should, BUT I have let
go of what we had. He will always be the first guy I
loved.
The reason i'm posting
this, is because I want you all to know, if you EVER get called
worthless, told to die, etc. Don't let it effect you.
You're so much stronger then you give yourself credit for. My
boyfriend recently noticed a change in me, a good change. I'm
smiling more, i'm laughing more, all because of the fact I was
told i'm worthless, it made me see, i'm far from it. Please
if you ever feel down, come talk to me, i've been through a lot
for only being 20 years old, I promise you there is a rainbow after
the storm. You are all beautiful and amazing people. Don't give
up and don't EVER let someone call you worthless because I
PROMISE you're far from it
So my ex, the one I said I was confused about with my feelings,
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Oct 17, 2012 12:48pm