I have quite a bit of social anxiety
even though it wouldn't seem like it when you would see how I
act in school.
I'm just really self
consious
like whenever two people are
laughing behind me, I will automatically think that they're
laughing at me
or i'll say hi to someone or add in a comment in a
conversation and think
"That probably just sounded
really stupid"
even though it didn't.
And everyone new friend I make I think secretly hates me and
talks about me behind my back.
I know it's messed up, but I can't help thinking that
way.
And I hate
it.
