what I've become
i try to hide.
i put on a smile
And walk inside.
i hear the laughs,
I see the stares.
its all just to much
for me to bare.
so I take my blade
as I sit alone,
it touches my skin
as I let out a moan.
i swipe it slowly
across my skin,
you know your the cause of this
And you can't help but grin.
So here I sit
with a tear in my eye,
and you just laugh
As you walk by....