& He left. 
 So, you try to be strong, as usual.
You try to go on and act like everything is okay, but inside you know it's not.
 It's like you made this strange and powerful connection with somebody, and then suddenly, he's just gone.
And you can't just go on with your life. Not when you feel this emptyness and the terrible sense that you weren't good enough.
 I just wish I could know what I did to deserve all of this.