I sit in my bedroom stairing blankly out
the window.The past few days was a blur.I am tired but not from
lack of sleep, I'm tired of life. My heart tightens into pain
and I can't breath when I think about my family and friends.I
feel like crying but no tears escape.I am tired of crying. All
the past months I bottled up my pain my emotions, how I truely
felt. I am living a lie.My smiles a lie,what I say is a lie.And
when i speak the truth i am repeatedly shot down.I want to forget
that i'm a lie.
~ </3 saw this as a comment on youtube </3 ~
nmq..