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nobody knows the real me.. no body knows  how many times I've sat in my room and cried, how many times I've lost hope, how many times I've lost those around me, or how many times I've been let down. No body knows how many times I've  had to hold back tears, or  how many times I'm about to snap but don't for the sake of others. Nobody knows the thoughts that have gone through my head, whenever I'm sad, and how suffocating, controlling and painful they really are.. :(


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*nmf