I Love to
Hate You
Chapter
17
I woke up the
next morning with a slightly fuzzy memory.
I got out of bed and walked into the kitchen, making myself a cup
of coffee.
"Make me one too!" Zayn shouted from his bedroom. I
rolled my eyes and got out a second mug, then sat down at the
counter. I poured coffee into each mug once it was ready and
waited for Zayn to come out.
"Zayn, did anything happen last night?" I asked,
racking my brain.
"Not between us, no. You left the charity ball early and
came home." he said.
Right. Okay, so nothing happened. I grabbed my phone out of the
charger and scrolled through my messages. There was one from
Liam.
Liam: we need to talk.
That didn't sound good. What did he want to talk
about?
Oh my god. Suddenly, I remembered what happened last
night.
Liam confessed his feelings for me, and I kissed him. We kissed.
A lot.
Why was I doing this? Not only was I going to get hurt, but I was
going to hurt Zayn as well. But, he was the one who said he
didn't want a relationship.
"Morning." said some brunette, walking into the kitchen
wearing my robe.
"Excuse me? Who are you, and why are you wearing my
robe?" I asked rudely.
"Oh, this is Amanda. We met at the ball last night."
Zayn said.
Wait, what? Zayn brought a girl home last night?
I know we're not dating, but I was still kind of upset. What
a player.
"I'm going to my room." I mumbled, getting up and
walking away.
About ten minutes later, Zayn walked in. He noticed I was upset.
Crap.
"She's nothing. Look, I was upset you ditched me last
night, and I don't know. We didn't do anything." he
said. He felt guilty.
"Zayn, I have a lot of fun with you. I really do. And
I'm not gonna lie, you're a great kisser. But I
haven't been completely honest with you. And you might get
mad at me for not telling you this earlier, but I need to. Just
hear me out." I said.
He nodded his head, but looked confused. I continued.
"It's about Liam." I started. He motioned for me to
go on, so I did.
"About a month ago, he told me that he had feelings for me.
And you know what I did? I ran. I ran away from him, and avoided
him up until last night." I told him.
"So I've been sleeping with the girl that my best friend
has a crush on?"
"I should have told you. I just, I didn't know what to
do at the time, so I went to you. I ran away from what I was
scared of. I was scared of my feelings for Liam. But last night,
he told me he loved me. And I can't keep playing you, or
him." I said. I hope Zayn understood what I was getting
at.
"So you want to put an end to this?" Zayn
asked.
"I really don't want you to hate me. We can still be
roomies, and best friends." I said, with a hopeful smile on
my face. Zayn pulled me in for a hug, and I knew we were going to
be okay.
"I could hook you up with Madison!" I said
excitedly.
"I think that would be awkward, me dating your cousin."
he said, and laughed.
"Good point." I said, shrugging my shoudlers.
"Well, what are you waiting for? Go get him!" Zayn
shouted, pushing me out of my bedroom. I grabbed my keys and cell
phone and walked out of the flat, and to my car. I started to
drive to Liam's house, but realized I didn't know where
he lived. I called Zayn and asked for Liam's address, and
after he gave it to me, I was on my way again. I drove to the
house number Zayn gave me, got out, and walked up to the door. I
took a deep breath before knocking, and someone answered shortly
after. It was Liam.
"Hi." I said, breathless.
"Carly? What are you doing here?" he asked, stepping
out onto the porch.
"Last night, you told me you loved me. And I didn't tell
you how I feel. I should have." I started, just as rain
started to fall from the sky. Liam went to open the door, but it
wouldn't move.
"We're locked out." he said, and I laughed.
Great.
"Anyways, I like you Liam. I'm sorry I ran off when you
told me that you had feelings for me. I have a tendency to run
from my past." I said, thinking back to the months after my
father died, or when I left high school because of the
bullies.
"I don't wanna run anymore. Because even though my past
caught up with me, I'm okay with it. Because now I can spend
my future with you." I said, kissing him. He kissed me back,
and I ran my fingers through his hair.
Kissing someone in the rain? Check that off my bucket
list.
Kissing someone you might be in love with in the rain?
Done.
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they're finally together! a lot of you wanted her
with zayn, but this is a liam fanfic! and i think im only gonna
do a few more chapters, like maybe up to 25. then I'll start
another one, and it will probably be amazing! haha(:
<33
131 faves · 10 comments · Sep 16, 2012 8:50pm
1Dhomie
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1 decade ago
This storry went by so quick but its so fricken good :) Next one should be about Lou or Harry :) But I will read anything your an amazing writer
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emz17lover
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1 decade ago
ohemgee! cant wait for the next one(:
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sweetpea2016
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1 decade ago
LOVE IT ! <3
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Bananana2397
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1 decade ago
Yes! I like her and liam together
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Jersey_Girl
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1 decade ago
omg this is so good. you have to write a sequel. (: <33
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xoshannonxo12
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1 decade ago
im pretty much in love with every word you write, you are amazing! MORE MORE MORE(:
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Lost Dreamer*
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1 decade ago
one word; AMAZING!!!! :) <3
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Jaymay
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1 decade ago
YAYYY!!<333
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samibaby15
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1 decade ago
im in love with this story, i think you should upload another chapter tonight
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onedirection143 · 1 decade ago
Love it!! im happy her and liam are together!! can't wait for the next chapter and the next fanfic!!
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