I know
that i say i'm fine and i act like i'm okay and happy
again, but the truth is that none of that is true at all im still
hurt and i don't really know if i'll recover because
it's never going to be the same..i can feel it everytime we
talk and it sucks cause i try to be strong and pretend to be happy
so i can help you and support you but it never works i just
selfishly want is to be yours again or for you to want to be
mine.You told me that the love was gone or that it would be and you
were right but it didnt leave me it left you and i cant blame you
for it but now i just sit here numb and so lost not really knowing
what to do next or why it really even matters because no matter how
much i give its never returned theres always something telling me
"you're not good enough" and im just so tired of
hearing that or feeling it so I GIVE UP. i fought and i gave my all
and i got nowhere im left with a broken heart and theres no cure
for it so I QUIT. and i wish i had the guts to let you know all of
this but i dont
I know that i say i'm fine and i act like i'm okay and
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Sep 5, 2012 9:48pm
