madlytruelydeeply · 1 decade ago
I'm sorry you feel that way, something that i found helped me and gave me a reality check as to how dangerous eating disorders are is when i read wintergirls by Laurie Halse Anderson, you should seriously read it, this book helped me a lot to remind me how much i actually have to loose and how i dont want to go through all of that. So it helped me before things could get worse. Seriously read it, its really good :) and good luck with everything <3
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Miss_Imperfectx3 · 1 decade ago
Im not sure if you'll read this or follow my advice but you need to eat. Eating is healthy for you and important. Youre body needs food to help make energy so can run and do fun things like that! SCREW THOSE GIRLS WHO ARE MAKING RUMORS ABOUT YOU. Because you know what? You aren fat. You arent gross. And there is someone out there who is in love with you and loves you for exactly the way you are. Youre best friend? She isnt a true bestie if shes ditching you. And I know how that feels. My best friend since 1st grade is actually ignoring me now and she ditches me for her "cooler" friends. It sucks really bad but sweetie you have me and all these girls (And boys) here on Witty that love you and are willing to talk and be friends with you. School will be hard but I promise you will make oodles of friends and the rumors will stop. Know that you are beautiful, healthy and an amazing girl. Keep your head up(:
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ukuleleplayer · 1 decade ago
Listen to demi lovatos story and her album Unbroken. it seriously does help shes literally a lifesaver.<3
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BlueBlackButterfly · 1 decade ago
I read it all.. I feel the exact same way. I wrote this last night. Tell me if you see the same similarity..

You don't have a clue about this level of depression I'm in. You don't realize that when you get to the point I'm at, dropping your pen can send tears over the edge making you want to break down and cry. I'm at this level of depression where getting out of bed is a struggle, no matter how late I sleep in. I stay up late every night with this fear that I will wake up healthy the next day. I'm at the level of depression where sunrise isn't happy anymore. I wake up & I'm like, "why the am I still living?!" I'm hurting so bad inside that I could feel empty in a room full of people right now. I'm insane. I visualize myself getting up & destroying my surroundings like knocking everything off shelves, breaking glass, & cutting at my skin like the I am & pouring perfume in every little cut. I have the urge to drop out of school, go home, curl up in a ball & die of starvation or whatever on my bedroom floor. I feel like I need to be strapped down to a hospital bed. I visualize myself, but as a demon, trying to break out of the hospital. I feel like gravity has gotten inside of my body somehow & is harrassing my heart trying to anchor it to the ground. Breathing feels like a crime to me. & it's hard to find the strength to do so. I will lose all of my friends because of how I feel. It'll hurt them to know I'm hurt this bad. Nobody knows how deep this feeling is. When I try to explain it to my mom, we end up in a fist fight or something. SHE WON'T UNDERSTAND. NOBODY WILL. I just want a friend.. someone who won't leave me. But I'm not that selfish to put someone through my pain even if they are willing. BUT I WANT SOMEONE LIKE THAT SO BAD. & I'm starving myself because I feel fat. Ugh. No friends. No family. I'll never have anybody to be there for me. Few people do care about me, BUT I DON'T WANT TO HURT THEM. My depression.. It's gotten so deep. I think every night, "don't kill yourself." & it's hard to keep myself alive. The thought of a heartbeat disgusts me. I do not want to be alive. You think this is long? Try reading my life story. Oh, wait. Nobody ever will! It's too "boring". & this is probably as boring as f/ck too so nobody will read this either. Because my problems are boring, I guess. Whatever.
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crayola_Swag · 1 decade ago
Those girls, You don't need them..You came into this world without them you'll be okay without them now especially people like that it'll make you feel worse ignore all of the rumors or maybe tell someone if nothing happens stand up for yourself you have family (at least) to back you up right and for your weight? L O V E yourself !i wish i had a few pounds on me! be thankful you aren't obese or anorexic you're Beautiful the way you are but if you do want to loose some weight, EAT & exercise! just have the right amount of food at the right time & maybe talk to your parents & doc. about it? look into exercise activities? i hope you follow mine & evrryone else who commented / will comment's advice :] we're here for you <3 (sorry this is so long)
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hollisterbeach · 1 decade ago
I wish I knew the words to say. You are so much more than what the world says about you. You are loved. I feel the same way everyday. I have only four friends and they never talk or have time for me. Sometimes, I wonder why I even breath. Why am I alive? No one wants me. I'm fat, ugly, & stupid. I know what it feels like. It sucks. But you & me both have to realize that there's so much more out there than being popular or "pretty enough" There are beautiful people out there who care. You were meant to live. You really were. Someone out there loves me & someone out there loves you. You are perfect just the way you are. & please know that you are never f*cking alone. never. I'm always here & even if know one else loves you (which I HIGHLY doubt) I love you. I care. So, please quit hating yourself. Your worth happiness. You just have to keep breathing & fight for that happiness.
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thatgirlnobodysees · 1 decade ago
Ditto
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milliektt · 1 decade ago
I've gone through friends leaving me, and that feeling of not being good enough. I've also had my fair share of struggles with losing weight, and trust me, I'm here for you. You can get through this. Stay strong. My comment box is always there if you want to talk. :)
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love2letyouloveme · 1 decade ago
i feel disgusting too. i made myself throw up before and i always feel better afterwords, but then late at night i hate my self. thats what started me cutting.
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heartflowers · 1 decade ago
Its great that you took the time to talk about what youve been keeping bottled up inside. If you just keep things hidden, then you will feel worse. You can comment on my profile and stuff and when youre upset you can talk to me and ill try to cheer u up in a way. I get bullied too. Ive felt the way you felt before. You are not alone. People have made up terrible rumors about me too and it really hurts. You are beautiful. Trust me. NOTHING is wrong with you. These people are extremely insecure and immature. Its the truth. Ignore your "best friend". I know its hard, but you gotta try to not let her botherr you. try to keep yourself busy. try a new hobby! Or some type of sport. Go for a nice bike ride. Try to just enjoy the simple things in life. and your life will be more positive. Listen to music. Thats what i did, when people bothered me and it really helped for some reason.
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whereisthelove944 · 1 decade ago
pleasee don't hurt yourself! I had a problem with eating disorders too, and I wound up in the hospital.
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ItHurtsToSmile1212 · 1 decade ago
Wow. I'm so sorry. I know you don't know me, but please don't hurt yourself. If you just eat healthy and exercise the right amount, you can lose weight. You're beautiful. You're quotes are inspiring, you're really nice, and I would hate it if you pushed yourself too far. You can comment on my profile if you ever need to talk.
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