Names
have been changed so no one can identify them.
Okay....
So, Julia told me that Kirsty is saying she is going 'to
commit'. At first I was like, "Huh?" and then Julia
dragged her finger across her throat and I was like,
"Oh."
Julia said, "Oh, yeah. She was saying how she wants to kill
herself and how she slit her wrists and stuff." I
suddenly got angry.
People like her are the reason that everyone think that people
who cut are attention seekers. Yes, sometimes we are but not for
'spotlight' attention. Most people just want attention on
them so someone can see the pain and suffering they are going
through.
No, this girl was bragging about it. Kirsty even asked us for
some rope! WTH?? Like, honestly...
I was so angry and my arm was throbbing. Even though I
haven't cut in weeks (and I'm not proud of myself because
that's all I want to do and can think about), my arm was
throbbing. I felt like showing Kirsty my scars and telling her my
story of how I got them and only one person knows and that's
my own mother. How dare she say that for attention?
I hide my arms everyday and even my thighs because of the scars
and words carved into them. She prances around with shorts and
t-shirts everyday and not once was a scar ever seen.
I'm sorry for ranting but that is just ridiculous and
stupid.
GRRR!