In 2 days
it will be 10 months since you've been gone .
i cried for about a week when i lost you
then i stopped crying but you were still in my mind for at least a
month
i figured maybe if i stopped thinking about you the pain would go
away
but the pain doesnt go away its always there its just hidden and
when it comes back out it hurts
it hurts so much,
i thought of you today because i watched something and it reminded
me of you
sometimes i wish it could've been me you were too precious to
die so happy and you just got taken
i just wish you didnt have to go you had so much love and
energy
and even if i dont think of you all the time doesnt mean i dont
miss you or dont care
it just means it hurts too much to think of it
i love you eli and i miss you so much !
i hope you've been resting in peace these past months
♥
In 2 days it will be 10 months since you've been gone . i
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Aug 15, 2012 11:02pm
