Hey...I think I finally figured it out....Love, that is. I know I'm young and all, and you say that I have no clue what I'm talking about... but I think I really do now.
Love...sure it's confusing and all, but it's one of the most awesome feelings in this world. It's truly amazing when you love someone. I personally feel warm, and safe, and like I'm on top of the world when I'm with the guy I love. 
...the thing is though....that means I've been in love with only two people....my current boyfriend, whos sweet and funny, and kind as heck, and who is honestly one of the most downright amazing people I've ever known. He's my Hellboy. Which I know must sound weird to you...but you'd understand if you met him or listened to our convos.
And the other guy I love/d well...he was my Joker, my Jester, my love and my sweet. He was respectful of me and never asked for anything I wouldn't give. He was so, so sweet and hilarious, even when I wanted to frown he'd find a way to make me laugh. He always listened and shared his own past i return...I have a 23 second video of him just making faces at the camera and sticking his tongue out...I can't delete it. He doesn't even speak in it...and yet I can't get his voice out of my head....

sorry..sorry for the turned-out-to-be rant...