sorry everyone i just need to vent.

so i'm not talking to my dad now... mum has actually told me not to; hard not to when we leave in the same house? hard not to when things happen when i don't but yet things will happen when i do. i swear it doesn't matter what i do everything i do is wrong!

I've looked up plane tickets... all i want to do is get out of here...

and what scares me is thaat it has gotten to this point; the point that i actually want to move and even have looked up plane tickets...

the thing is when i leave i dont know where i'd go from whever i end up and i have no idea where i'd live...