You don't know
what it's like.
To want someone so bad. To want
them to be happy. Even though you'll never be a part of their
happiness. To just want them. See, there's this guy. He's
not just any regular, street guy. He's so special. & I
love him. He's the one who saved me from myself, when I
thought I couldn't be saved. His blog was what saved my life.
If he told me he wanted to be with me, I wouldn't hesitate
for a second. He's my savior and I told him
endless times. He knew when I was suicidal. Because I told him,
and only him. He's a singer. His music calms me down. I fall
asleep to his voice. He's my lifeline. If he died, I
don't know what I would do with myself. He's the love of
my life and he doesn't even know it.
You don't know what it's
like.
