"When I said 'I'm over him', what I really meant was; He still makes me laugh when we talk, I still pray for him to love me and be with me again, I still wish for him at 11:11, I cry myself to sleep almost every night while thinking about what we had, what we could've had and what I want us to be in the future, I still think of him 24/7, I still love him with everything that I have, and everything that I am. When someone tell me he does not deserve me, I still answer 'Yes, he does', and I even say 'I didn't deserve him, and thats why he left', even though I know its not right. I'm still jealous of the girl hes now in love with, and I still wish it was me I still have his number on my phone, and I've not deleted the messages he sent me. I still got his picture, and I'm.so.not.over.him.