"God only gives His toughest battles to His toughest soldiers"


I don't live with my birth parnets.
My brother and sister killed them selves.
I battle cancer. It's still here. Just in-active.
I go through hate because i'm a guy.
My best-friend is over dosing on pills.
I'm forced to go to a scrit school.
I wake up every morining not knowing if it's my last. 
Hoping my life will just end.
But I know God is keeping me here.
He has big plans for me.
I want to know what those plans are.
I don't want to wait.
I used to cut.
I used to over dosing on pills.
I used to keep a rope in my closet just in case.
I used to cry my self to sleep.

God saved me.
This website helped.
Don't hate me cause I'm a guy. 
Hate me because I did something mean to you.
I've never called anyone any names. 
I've never teased anyone.
So why do I have such a rough life?