:'( I
honestly wish I could fall asleep for days. im so stressed. I dont
want to live right now, and I dont know what to do. I wish I could
curl up in his arms, but I know thats not going to happen. So I
curl up alone, regretting, shaming myself, not feeling good enough,
wanting someone to help me. I feel so alone. Like everyone is sick
of caring, like theres no more hope left for this disease thats
plauged my mind. I cry. I feel bad for feeling bad about myself,
and just end up hurting more. its a vicious cirlce. I wish I could
just end it honestly. Some days are beautiful, im beautiful in my
physical sence, but my mind is a tangled mess i fight with more
than half the time. People always tell me to be happy, and I am
sometimes, but they dont understand that soemtimes, I want to break
down. I dont know if anyone can understand what its like to
think the way I do. Even though im having the best summer
yet, it doesnt change the fact that the second im alone, I break
more inside. im
sorry for the length, thank you to whoever read
this<3
:'( I honestly wish I could fall asleep for days. im so stressed.
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