i'm afraid that i'll never be able to find someone who will be able to deal with
my baggage. to be able to deal with the fact that i have an eating disorder
and will have to deal with this my whole life. i've been told that the eating
disorder is who i am. yet its not. but i know thats how people think. and
because of that i'm afraid that i will either have to hide a huge part of my
life from someone i love or i will never be able to have someone love me..