I wish I could go back to being little, not because of drama or
boy problems but because I could eat anything I want and still be
skinny... now after every meal I eat I go another meal without
eating so I can stay skinny. Yesterday all I had was dinner and
that's only because my grampa was there and since I've been doing
this I've noticed that I'm not hungry anymore. I havn't even
eaten anything today and I'm not even hungry, this is terrible to
say but... I'm proud of myself. I mean it sucks worrying all the
time. I wish I didn't care so much about being skinny... Society
sucks...