Get over him. He's not even worth it. He is not worth your
time or your tears. Yeah you loved him, I know that. And I know
you just can’t see yourself with anyone other than him, I
get that. I’ve been there. But why should you spend all
your time sitting at home, bawling your eyes out and wondering
where he is and who he is with. Do you honestly think he is
thinking about you? No. Sure it hurts, the fact that he is out
there falling in and out of love with other girls. Yeah
you're gonna see him with one of his new girlfriends.
Prepare yourself, cuz straight up; its gonna hurt. He will hold
her a little closer and squeeze her hand a little tighter just
because he knows you're watching. He knows its killing you;
that’s why he will do it. Don’t let him get to you
because that, well that’s exactly what he wants.
Don’t give him what he wants. He doesn’t even
deserve it. So what if he doesn't talk to you; do you
honestly wanna be friends with an ***hole like him anyways?
Thing is I know you still do. But give it time. Because all he
would do is talk about his new girlfriend and just try and make
you jealous, do you really wanna hear that? No. Screw him and
his girlfriend. He will be sorry. Trust me. When he finally
sees you with some other guy who’s not him. With that
huge grin on your face and your boyfriend holding you close, he
will realize how happy you are now. And how happy your
boyfriend is because he has you; the girl of his dreams. He
will realize the huge mistake he made when he let you go, when
he decided to choose her over you. When he decided he just did
not love you the same. Trust me, he will be sorry. And
don’t you sit there thinking he won't be sorry I know
you are. But I guarantee you now; He will be sorry. So
don’t go on spending your nights waiting for that one
phone call you know your never gonna get. Or that IM you know
he will never send you simply because he likes to ignore you.
He like to pretend he does not see you online, he does it outta
spite just because he knows its killing you. When he walks past
you in the hallways he is gonna look past you, but you need to
know he will do that cuz he knows somewhere inside you, it will
hurt. I ain’t gonna lie to you. It will hurt. It’ll
hurt alot. But it will hurt even more when you see her name and
how much he loves her in his profile. Its all gonna hurt.
Knowing your not the girl that’s making him smile.
Knowing your not the first person he thinks of when he wakes up
and the last before he goes to sleep. Knowing your not the face
on his background of his phone anymore. Knowing if he
hasn’t already he will delete the album of pictures of
you he has on his phone. Knowing you wont be spending every
single moment possible with him. Knowing there’s not
gonna be no more late night phone calls arguing about who loves
who the most. And you know what, today, tomorrow, next week,
months from now; your phone will go off with a text message,
you will instantly grab your phone hoping its him saying he
wants to give your relationship another shot. But trust me; hes
got to much pride. Even if he wanted to be back with you, he
wouldn’t tell you. Your soon gonna realize he
doesn’t care about you anymore and he wont be the first
person you call when your upset. He wont be the one to put that
smile back on your face. And yea its gonna hurt; its gonna hurt
alot. But you know what your gonna do? Your gonna hold your
head up. Your gonna show him your better than him and you
don’t need him in your life.
