you have no idea how badly i've wanted
to text you, but i don't because i don't want you to
think i'm annoying or crazy. you have no idea how much
it hurts to walk past you in the hallways and not even
glance at you. you have no idea how hard it is to ignore the crap
you say about me whenever all i want to do is cry, because the
words you say mean more to me than everyone else's. you have
no idea how much i want to talk to you, about anything, but i
really want to talk to you about how i miss you so much, and i
would do anything for you to be mine again. but most of all, you
have no idea how badly it hurts just to know that you don't
even care.
hey
