I dragged myself there today, knowing you'd be there. At first i
couldn't find you anywhere and there you were. i just looked at you
with desperate eyes, hoping maybe you'd look over this time. You
called my name today, you know i exist. The sad thing is, you chose
to ignore it. It hit me that i was so stupid to come in the first
place, I wanted to crawl into a dark room and cry. A dark room
where i cannot see myself. That way I won't be reminded of whats
keeping you from paying attention to me. Everyone ignored me. I was
invisible. They all treat me like nothing, probably on purpose.
when they talk to me, they like to brag. I'd rather be alone. But
when I make the move that will get everyone shaken, they'll wonder
why. They'll all say "I have a tear in my eye." They'll all talk
about how I was their bestfriend. I hope they all know they caused
this.
grownsimba · 1 decade ago
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