So my ex
Matt and I have been talking again. We stopped because of reasons
but he said he regrets that. A lot of stuff has happened not just
in person but the things he's told me. I thought I finally got
over him I really did. But hey here he is again making me fall all
over again for him. Tonight he texted me and asked me to lay down
with him. I thought he was joking like he always was so i replied
with something silly. He replied with something and also said
"can't I miss flirting with you? ;p " and that he
just wanted somebody to lay down with. I didn't know he was
flirting with me because after everything thats happened I
didn't think he would want to. But he still does flirt with
me(: and that makes me happy. The other day he said "I love
you buddy" but it made me happy because he told me he loved
me. Even if he means it just as a friend it still left me a happy
girl. I hope that someday in the future we end up together again
but I'm happy with our friendship. It's been 8 months now
since I've been trying to get over him. But I feel like he just
doesn't want that. I feel as if I'm missing something but I
just can't see it. I wish I knew what he felt or was feeling
but for now I am happy with just the way things
are(:
So my ex Matt and I have been talking again. We stopped because
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May 3, 2012 2:41am