Just venting. Don't bother reading
this.
I cannot f.ucking take any of this bullsh.it anymore. It drives
me insane, which I already am.
I can't describe how I feel to people, because it's so
hard to even understand how I feel. I know
you guys think, oh, I've been liek that. But no, you
don't understand, I don't even know what
I feel. It's like I'm on the outside, watching myslef
collapse inwards. And I can't stop it. I'm
so f.ucking stressed out lately, too. It makes me even more
angry, and I fkip out all the time.
I try not too, but I've had so much anger f.ucking bottled up
inside for so many years, I don't
know how to deal with such intense emotions without
self-harming. People try to help me
and it just makes me angrier. I'm debating on just smashing
my phone and leaving Witty so
that nobody can talk to me anymore. I already decided to stop
eating. I don't know what
to do with myself anymore. I feel hollow; like I'm the ghost
of myself, and the sad part is,
no one sees me breaking
down.
6 faves · 6 comments · Apr 28, 2012 11:28am
skrewing*
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1 decade ago
So sorry, And I'm ur witty sister, just like everyone else on witty is. Just know ur nvr alone, Ever.<3
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annabanana10
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1 decade ago
andddd Ian. Oh Ian<3 You know you love em. So yeahh Imma go now. Bye Megg :P
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annabanana10
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1 decade ago
Just think; it took me 2 hourJs to open a tuna can and I cried over it. and CATS :3 haha I know how you love those. andddd Ian. Oh Ian<3 You know you love em. So yeahh Imma go now. Bye Megg :P
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Fai~*
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1 decade ago
I'm soo sorry this is happening to you..
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Dont_Let_Me_Fall
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1 decade ago
Okay listen.
I know life is hard and trust me, I know exactly how you feel. BUT. You are goegeous. what everyone says. Society is so up , no one knows what they say anymore. Self-harming is terrible. I've done it before and so has many people I loved. I know it's makes you feel better and , but its terrible. Your body is sacred, and self-harming is just destroying it bro. Im always here for you if you need me.
--Never abandon a witty sister <3
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_vannah_432 · 1 decade ago
Sometimes you just need to find a quiet spot to think through everything. Trust a really good friend with this, and have her come to your house to help you throw out that special razor blade. It feels really good.
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