SO THIS
ISN'T
going to be a One Direction quote,
a Hunger Games quote, or a meaningful quote. I just kind of
need to vent right now because
if
I say this aloud, I'll probably
cry.
Well to be honest, I'll probably cry
typing this up, but it'll make me feel better to get it all
out. Yesterday, I lost my best friend .. He was one
of the most important people in my life
and I loved him like a
brother.
We had so many inside jokes,
knew each other like the back of our hands, and talked/hung out
mostly every day. Wednesday when I
went to work, everything was fine between us. I was talking to
him right before I went on my shift
and
we
were joking around like always
..
then when him and a few of our friends popped in 15 minutes
before I got
off work, he all of a sudden seemed annoyed
with me ..
like he hated me. I was confused because I hadn't
talked to him since I began working. So, being a typical girl,
I got my girl best friend to ask him what was wrong
because he wasn't responding to my
bbms anymore.
She sent me a image of their convo and he said this (almost
exactly):
"She's just
really annoying. I'm getting sick of
her."
Right then, I was ready to burst
into tears, but I held all my feelings in because I was out
with my
sister and niece at a doctors appointment
and didn't want to talk because I
knew I'd lose it. I
was silent the whole
way home. I messaged him right after reading it and said,
"f*** you .. don't talk to me." and
deleted him from
my contacts. In a few days, my phone went from lighting up
every minute to not lighting up at
all. Today in school
I forgot for a minute I wasn't talking to him anymore and
went to go say hi .. but when I typed in
his name and it didn't show up,
it
was like someone slapped me in the
face. I
feel like something's missing .. like
there's a void now. Everyone I cared about, left me like
that. I lost a good friend that
way last year when she decided she all of a sudden hated me for
no reason, and then someone I loved like
my own parent, ditched me. Now, him. I don't know what
about me makes people hate me all of a sudden ..
I miss him .. I want my best friend
back.
... if you're still reading, you're my hero. thank
you.
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liveinlove_x · 1 decade ago
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thanks, :)