you were "always supposed to be there". you were my rock. I thought i'd have you forever, even just as a friend. that's all i'd ever want. we could talk about ANYTHING with each other. i gave you my heart, my strength and let you in, and what did you do? when i warned you and tried to help you, you left me. i just want to figure this out, and know what you want, so i can either move on, or stay. tell me. i'll go if you want me to. I'LL RUN AWAY FROM YOU AS FAST AS MY FEET WILL TAKE ME. but i may do that anyway. i can't get through my everyday life without you. and if i run, i hope you'll chase me. or find me on the side of the road. 
you're killing me. if you don't talk to me, you will kill me. c'mon. 
"big bro" has to talk to me sometime. If I don't get an answer, i'll run, and your problem will disappear. you never have to see me again. 


hope you're happy.