all my life
I've never
had anyone, be mean to me. no scratch that, I've never
had anyone be truthful
with me. I've never had anyone
tell me what they really thought about me. I mean yeah, I've had
people call me names, and tell me they think I'm a
b*tch, but really what does that do?
nothing really. I'm really not a nice person, in fact
I'm a huge
b*tch, and I've finally
realized this- thanks to one
person, on witty. and if he
sees this, he'll know who he is. Throughout our entire
friendship, I thought that I was the worlds best friend, that I was always there for him, and I always
made him laugh, but come to find out, I was completely wrong. I was never there for him, I was always there
to make sure he was there for me. I didn't help him with
anything. I didn't do
anything for him. and that
makes me feel terrible because that kid meant everything to me.
so if you see this- I really am sorry. and I don't expect you
to be my friend again, and I
hope things get better for you. and I didn't use names for a reason because
I wasn't sure if people would b*tch you out, and you
don't need that. I'm sorry for everything. and
thank you for making me realize that
I need to change.♥
