If my bestfriend were to commit suicide today, 
She wouldn't think twice about me.
Not caring how I would feel.
I feel so u s e l e s s
and alone. 
sometimes I just want to die for just one day
to see if anyone cared. 
probably not 
kids at school would probably think I'm sick or whatever
but what if that one day turned into
one week. one month. one year.
missing for a whole year.
might as write on my forehead:
U S E L E S S .