i cant hold in everything anymore... i am on the edge of breaking...amanda and carol dont know when enough is enough i think you should get the point when i dont answer your text messages anymore amanda that i dont want to talk to you... i think i lost my brother, i just got into the biggest arguement i have gotten into with him... and i dont know what to do. and then there is still all the drama at skool, i wish i could just work up the courage to talk to alexsandr without backing down tell him how i really feel and not have to worry about getting judged to be able to speak my mind to him. but i know i cant do that because all he will do is speard it around the school and i dont need everyone in the whole world to know what is going on in my life... witty guys and girls i need your help what do i do???