ugly quote for one of life's ugly moments...
I want to cut. I want to feel that epic release once again. I want the thought of slipping and never waking up to come true at this time. I want that rush. I cant though. I couldn't ever put you through that, Tim. You're the only reason the blade hasn't bitten into me. I'm trying. Trying with every little bit I have left to be stronger. I just don't know for how long that can be. I feel myself going...and going. When will I finally be gone?