"your fat! your ugly! your a waste of space! All your good for is turning out like your dad! your just gonna go do drugs and get pregant!" i hear this on a regular basis. amanda feels like she needs to tell me this every chance she gets, i swear. i fee as if i lost everyone: Alexsandr, Bryan, Rose, Andy! i dont know what to do? im lost with no where to go. no one to run to; to just sit and vent.! what do i do now? ist here and cry and cut or just think about everything til im on the of breaking down.... im done!:'( im sorry i wasnt good enough for you