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I need to see you again.

I cried all weekend, Monday after school, and today during school...In class.
I cried IN class...I never cry in front of people, Ive gotten so good at hiding it..I couldnt though. Everyone was asking me where you were..
"Where's Justin?"
"Hey Sam, is Justin alright"
"Sam...What happened to Justin?"
I snapped at Christian today and told him I never wanted to hear your name again...
So of course he kept saying it..and saying it..and saying it...
So I sat down, put my stand right in front of my face, and cried. I think Nadine was the only one who saw, Farhan might of.. No one else though... Jimmy asked about you, I told him I hadnt talked to you in a while, he was going to ask if we broke up or something, but he stopped himself. Im happy he did, because if he did ask I would have cried...I was trying to tell Zouhair what happened, he wanted details but I could already feel the sting of tears in my eyes, so I just said "He told my family everything...Everything..."
So now I sit in my room crying at night, around the same time I used to be talking and laughing with you. Why am I crying though..
Im crying because I miss you.
Because I love you.
Because Im forced to hear "He doesnt love you, he sold you out"
Every second of every day.
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